Are you the victim or the villain? I’ve been both. I’ve played the damsel in distress and the wicked witch of the west in some of the chapters of my book. I’ve been hurt by the cruel words of others and I’ve said some pretty awful shit too. So, which one am I? … Continue reading Are you the victim or the villain?
Okay, so I've been slacking with getting my vlogs out there. This is all new to me so I haven't really found my voice yet...but it's something I'm very passionate about. Starting to love myself and put myself first has been life changing. Not feeling like I had to be anyone else but me, sharing … Continue reading Episode 2- Meditation and feeling haunted
This one is dedicated to an ex love of mine. He led me to a lot more than I realized at the time. The greatest thing I ever received from losing someone was finding myself. I seek the truth, the rawness of life, the beauty in pain and rejection. I write to find meaning in all the chaos. I woke up one day and I was no longer sad. I was happy, and I was in love. But not with any man, with myself. This realization startled me, but it led me to this blog post. I write to not only find my truth but to inspire others to find their own. I hope this will help anyone who is mending a broken heart.
The other day I was meditating. That’s hard enough as it is for me. My brain never stops talking. Always showing me memories or telling me thoughts that I don’t particularly want to listen to. When I meditate, I try hard to focus on the present. Focus on my breathing, repeat mantras to … Continue reading The Beauty of Rejection
For a long time I struggled with seeing the full picture of my life. I played the victim role too often. It was easy. If someone hurt me or did something wrong, they were the asshole and it was their fault. But I never got over it. I kept the memory of the situation in … Continue reading Taking off the blinders
I saw you from across the room I am going to make my move I got a glass of liquid courage She tells me that you’ll be wrapped around my finger soon enough I just gotta pretend I don’t give a fuck The music blasts so I can’t hear your conversation I nod and … Continue reading Let’s hold onto something that doesn’t last forever
Okay, so this is a little more personal than my normal blogs. I'm trying to start a youtube vlog as well. It's very crude at the moment since i'm still trying to find my voice. But my end goal is to talk about and hopefully one day teach some important exercises I've learned in how … Continue reading Episode 1